Disclosure

I've come to the conclusion that there is nobody in the entire world who can be trusted with my heart. My feelings are just play things to women. Love is a stranger to me. I used to believe in love, but now I have a hard time believing in friendship. Women cannot be trusted. They stab me in the back at every opportunity. Take whatever they can weasel out of me and leave me tossed aside like a dirty napkin.

Shit happens to me all the time. Mostly when I allow my heart to play with my mind. I have to stop that. Disconnect the emotions from the heart. Give me back my stony heart, it never hurt. Screw the world, and all the girls who promised they would always be there for me. They were never there when I needed someone.

I have to stay in a strange city and take care of my sister's dog while she goes on a trip. So here I am in a place full of beautiful women, but I don't trust any of them. Not one. I wrote to my friend three times since I came to this city, but she has not felt the need or desire to respond even once. Even then, if she does, I bet it is about her or something that happened to her today. It won't refer to anything I have spoken of. She is turning out to be like all the other women in the world. I am my best friend and the only one who can be trusted.